the heart of the lonly wolf

hum

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 14:05:14 GMT

well yeah i am going mentaly insane i had to watch my brother smoke a whole blunt while i sat there and got drunk insted this whole week is realy just turning in to a long drinking game hangovers suck

if all gose as planed

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 13:40:26 GMT

if every thing gose as it should this weekend iw ill be able to pay havanas school tuishion ^^ as a figure of speach

muse

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 14:24:16 GMT

well i no that i grab vibes and emoshions from people around me and school has realy ben lighting a fire inside me helping me with poems and stuff like i am actualy drawing agen so your oging to see alot a stuff up on my lj soon and i am kinda exited about it

ps . shef please tell me my computer is fixed *dies*

who am i

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 14:38:04 GMT

who am i
but a melodie
who wont cross paths with enemys
full of adrenaline fall fast then back up agen
trust in friends even untill the end
but not in the ones that just pretend
to have fealings but no bareing
of reality or fiction
crazy words come back agen
write rhymes so i dont forget my pen
writen on the wall
my name
my life
my love
make me and what is with in
through these eyes i see some liars try
to look like the next guy
fake and false euphoria
they fall fast but dont get up agen
once i write it all down in my book of life
full of friends family ties truth not lies
ben rejected to many times
but not there falt cuz i was the one telling the lies
now i know the truth behind these eyes
the mirior never lies

value your school

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 13:43:35 GMT

well valume is something else man something that is fun that is mussle relaxers and school never sounded so good

in class

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 14:20:20 GMT

well school i s verey ... boreing realy nothing new to me so far all the same old shit i out grew long ago i mean i have out grown mature wise with the anime kids and the drugies dont even no any thing about the real drug world it is kinda makeing me agraveted but some people in here still have there sences

school isnt worth any thing

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 01:46:00 GMT

well whent to school today and was told i have 8,5 credits and basicly saying that it will take me 2 1/2 years to graduate high school so what i am going to do i just go to school for 1 symester and then december i will turn 18 get my ged and go to a tech school then trasfer from there and i do have one ace up my sleve that will help me when i get my ged so kinda looking forward to it
also got to meet up with mr nash and basicly he was the one who wanted me in there they were not going to let me back in cuz of something about my record in school *shurgs* what ever that means so if i miss 5 days of school that are not explained i get kicked out so kinda walkign on egg shells already
....plus fuck you bitches at kell ^^ this is going to be a fun copple of months

i think this test tells the truth

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 19:11:21 GMT

You scored as Kakashi. You?re a bit of a mystery; no-one knows when you are smiling behind that mask. You genarally appear laid back, have a bad habit of being late and don?t seem to care much. However, you?ve got the sharpest mind. I never ever would want to get in a fight with you ? you can be very dangerous when you want to.

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Kakashi

100%

Rock Lee

100%

Shikamaru

75%

Genma

63%

Sasuke

56%

Iruka

56%

Neji

56%

TenTen

50%

Naruto

44%

Hinata

25%

Which Naruto ninja are you most like?
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maney problems

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 17:17:35 GMT

well for some reason my cell bill came out to 110$ wtf so i have to pay that off by the end of the month and in the next 7 days i have to get 200$ so that i can pay off 140$ for my close and 60 fo pride -.- shit man how do i do it .....i hate you money with all my might

oh and also if i live after tonight i will be suprised but none the less i think me walking tomarow will be nothing less than amazeing

most of us no our limits and others push them i break them

money is evil

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 05:27:51 GMT

were do things make sence and then stop ? i am trying to live my life open and careing twords other people and i hate as that is taken as a weekness and exploted beond any thing i can imagine in the past week the verey same people that i have ben trying to help to make there lives beter fucked me over more that i can say and on perpuse and think nothing of it i realy wonder how in the hell they can do it with a smile on there face when they no they did something wrong i am not mad at them as much as i am sad for them i tryed to show them that there were people out there that regardless of what they have done in the past at least i would show them kindness and what happens i get fucked over realy i thought that one good deed would mean that some how they would be .....well diffrent ....now that i think about it that is useless because in a world were we only think about our own self satisfaction that can never hapen greed is someting we all fight with and all have a problem with and i sapose it is a biger problem with other people i just hope that one day they will understand money wont tell you how great of a friend you are money wont be there when you need to talk to some one and you need to tell some one something and no that what you say will be taken seriously i think that money is what happend to my parents to money ...so evil because it gives so much power to any one that holds it are we realy mature enough to have sutch a power that it can hold more value than human life when did something that realy is not worth any thing get to be the one thing people set there whole lives out to get more of ...........god danm i hate money and all the problems atached to it

work

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 17:16:40 GMT

well i am working alot now not much time for things but pride is comeing up soon i realy wana go to it but now i have to ....go to work -.-

hippie style

Fri, 19 May 2006 05:31:35 GMT

yeah well got back from mellow mushroom great gig got to adlib to one of the guys playing every one loved it and played alot of my stuff to this time i realy should have brought my bongos but *sigh* i did not also it is a good possebility that i am going to rcfm witch is awsome cant wait till i get my furr suit ^^

yup i asume it would be like this

Thu, 18 May 2006 04:59:40 GMT

16 hours in 24

Mon, 15 May 2006 17:25:29 GMT

Your Deadly Sins

Sloth: 100%

Envy: 0%

Gluttony: 0%

Greed: 0%

Lust: 0%

Pride: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You will die while sleeping - and no one will notice.

How Sinful Are You?

and also i have to work from 2pm to 6 am yay -.- god danm it i just wana sleep right now

good to bad

Fri, 12 May 2006 05:02:03 GMT

well the day started off great playing frizbe and chilling with josh and every one and then going to mellow mushroom and joming got a 2 doller tip from some one and i was the only one there playing original songs and the dude after me said that i had balls to go up there by my self and play bongos and sing so that was cool and even got to randomly jam with 2 guitar players and a jambie player with my bongos it was great and i am totaly doing it again next thursday but now the bad part

well shef drops me off at my house and right when i get out of the car my dad yells at me and said "what is this shit" holding up and branch aparently some bigot ass holes dumped trash and wood in my drive way and called before they did it saying " this is the fudge packing company we are droping something off for jered " so yeah ass holes my parents made me clean up the shit but my dad helped a bit still they blamed it on me and made me talk to teh cops and shit also when i was thinking i was thinking out loud and they over heard me say that it was probly someone from jhonys cuz that is the only people i know of that would do it but then agen it could just be some one from high school that are bored and looking for some kicks and when i find them i will kick there ass with a base ball bat ^^ yeah i get to be apart of a huge fight a dream come true ^^ but this realy is makeing me try and find a new pad badly cuz this is not the first time that some one has droped of shit in my drive way but the first time they did not say any thing about me so hum ... i dont no

well i am going to go and out with cherry bomb soon so peace out

hum...

Wed, 10 May 2006 03:29:40 GMT

well i have a gig comeing up thursday come on down to the mellow mushroom acroos form ksu i have like 3 new songs i have writen one on bongos to i am realy looking forward to it i am bring my guitar to work so that during my 8 hour break i can practice

cort was fun i got the case dissmised so it is off my record and i got my moneys ^^ wich is awsome and payed off my phone bill so i am geting that back i was kinda likeing the people not bothering me thing and also there was a red neck that had no left arm o.0 i thought it was realy coo

god i have to work 16 fucking hours tomarow -.- realy not looking forward to that though i am going to be geting great tips ^^

\peace out till later

yo yo

Tue, 02 May 2006 02:17:24 GMT

well i have only 16 more hours to go and have 8 more days to do it in wich looks good soo i am going to get it all done and be happy with that

but i called up the room that i was looking to get and have talked to for like 4 days just to find out that they dont want a male room mate -.- that realy could have ben good info like 4 days ago ?but funny thing one of the guys that i was working with at the trift store said he has a room and that the appartment is 2 room 2 bathroom and it is going for cheeper than 400 with utilitys so great but the guy is like 32 o.0 so going to have to think about that one i ahve one more person called britny i ahve yet to talk to 490 with utilitys so i am going to call her up cuz i think she is in a house so that would be beter i think

also my working condishions are fucked up i am working every other day and i am working a diffrent shift every time so i am going to have to talk about that with my boss

oh and every one hope that i win big with the scratch offs bingo bitch and that i win the 500 doller drawing for waffle house cuz that would kick ass

on a off note my sister is puting alot of work in to her comic i think it is going to be great even people who dont like furry will probly like it

talk to you peeps later

peace

silence is golden

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 17:05:26 GMT

well yeah silence day was yesterday witch came prety unexpected for me atleast a chick from gsa come to waffle house and told me about it so i just did it when my shift was over and had a full conversashion with a truck driver on napkins it was cool and also met some cool people at the meeting and whent to atlanta to eat and whent to out write witch was great i love that gay cafe ^^

on anouther note i found out how much the head to my fur suit will cost 400$ o.0 yeah that is the cheepest i can find a full suit it rangeing from 1200 to 1600 and a parshal is 500 to 700 so i am going to have to develop some serious skills and make my own suit -.- but i dont see that happening any time sooon with a full time job and 32 more hours of comunity service to do but meh

oh and last note i am inviteing any one who wants to come sunday cuz i have a day off to come on over and swim after 6 pm cuz yeah that would be coo

service to the comunity

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 00:53:15 GMT

hell yeah biatch i got 8 hours of com service done today just 32 more to go and i have work at 6 am tomarow zach is probly comeing by before schoo pulls i hope i make out as good as i did sunday cuz that will kick the ass

yay first step

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 23:52:04 GMT

well i got up today and grabed black slipers for my fur suit ^^ fuck yeah my tips from waffle house will buy me the whole suit ^^ so i will deffently have the suit for awa

cooo job

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 03:53:51 GMT

yep waffle house is cool cuz i work there i am working full time to 8 hour days but all the free foood when i have the munchies yeah ^^

tell me if i am crazy

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 01:04:31 GMT

ok i am wakeing up at 1 pm tomarow and geting a ride form a copple guys i have never meet and talked to once for 2 mins on the phone and driveing to south carolina and then to narcross georgia for a huge bon fire party and see what happens i dont think i am crazzy how about you ?

hum ,,,,,,

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 04:58:36 GMT

yo well nothign to do .....at all now that i got fired form my job and then got pissed off at .....hum basicly every one for no real aparent reason *cough*nomarry*cough* but yeah i think mostly every one is pissed at me and that they realy dont wana see or hear from me right now witch kinda sucks but yeah if you have a problem with me just call me and tell me ok cuz realy i ahve nothing beter to do right now then to fix the fucked up life that i have made for my self

think and bake

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 07:28:31 GMT

what if life was a mental desise and we were all in a chamber with pillows as doctors look over us with pitty and once we die in our heads we come back to reality that we are all dilushinal and our lifes that we made so great mean nothing and were back at square one ......

eat me o.0

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 23:59:26 GMT

yeah well i broke up with steven today with havana josh and kt in the car i sugjest that every one do the break up thing with friends it makes it a whole lot easyer *nods* but yes my party is going to be amazeing like the shit yay and shef just barged in and he is all liek ya crazzy ^^